May 31, 2013
Alan M. Hochman
5/31, 1:01pm
Alan M. Hochman
Hey joe give a call.
Joe Rosen
5/31, 1:04pm
Joe Rosen
things went very bad w/ surgery. not doing good.
basically left blind in left eye….
life went to hell this past year. amazed how quickly life can change. dumbfounded by events.
Alan M. Hochman
5/31, 1:06pm
Alan M. Hochman
do you need to talk lemme know
Joe Rosen
5/31, 1:06pm
Joe Rosen
very depressed….
Alan M. Hochman
5/31, 1:07pm
Alan M. Hochman
sounds like it. whats next?
Joe Rosen
5/31, 1:07pm
Joe Rosen
friends gone dont want to lose another. too depressed to talk.
dumbfounded by bad luck. everything that could go wrong w surgery went wrong. karma punishment.
Alan M. Hochman
5/31, 1:09pm
Alan M. Hochman
Let me know how I can help, pretty much around. work toward improved karma.
Joe Rosen
5/31, 1:09pm
Joe Rosen
hard to type but wanted to let u know why ive been out of touch. depression overwhelming. cant live blind.
Alan M. Hochman
5/31, 1:10pm
Alan M. Hochman
is the left eye permanent?
Joe Rosen
5/31, 1:11pm
Joe Rosen
prognosis bleak. i was alone at doc appt yesterday when the realization sank in no friends came w me had to hire someone to drive me….
i actualky blackef out faunted in eye dic iffice. it was ygly.
ugly
few friends i had here gine. too much for them
gone
alone
no family
no friends
cery bleak
Alan M. Hochman
5/31, 1:13pm
Alan M. Hochman
sounds grim, maybe move east.
Joe Rosen
5/31, 1:13pm
Joe Rosen
had a great life here dunno what the fuck happened
dying
cant describe it, life can become a nightmare. literally.
my life as i knew it us over.
snyway no melodrama just fact.
Alan M. Hochman
5/31, 1:16pm
Alan M. Hochman
joe your too talented and smart.
Joe Rosen
5/31, 1:16pm
Joe Rosen
was working on a new project right before surgery. been unable to work since.
really has come to an end for me.
issue is no courage to eg jump off the gg bridge
and as ive discovered a peaceful suicide isnt so simple, researching the subject next to impossdible to die a peaceful suicide.
but my life is over.
Alan M. Hochman
5/31, 1:19pm
Alan M. Hochman
joe i dont know the details of whats going on but it sounds like you need a break and restart.
Joe Rosen
5/31, 1:19pm
Joe Rosen
no future
life over
gave it a goid shot. came close to success.
heakth issues
over.
health
Alan M. Hochman
5/31, 1:20pm
Alan M. Hochman
are you terminally sick?
Joe Rosen
5/31, 1:21pm
Joe Rosen
blind
worse than cancer
Alan M. Hochman
5/31, 1:21pm
Alan M. Hochman
2 eyes?
Joe Rosen
5/31, 1:21pm
Joe Rosen
id welcome a quick death
1 eye totally blind
surgery horribly botched
other eye not great
but can see outta one eye
Alan M. Hochman
5/31, 1:22pm
Alan M. Hochman
you have insurance?
Joe Rosen
5/31, 1:22pm
Joe Rosen
cant deal
basically wanna die
Alan M. Hochman
5/31, 1:23pm
Alan M. Hochman
what type of eye surgery?
Joe Rosen
5/31, 1:38pm
Joe Rosen
presented at surgery w extremely unusual complications. complicated hard to explain in text. partisl cornea graft, called a DSAEK procedure but things went horiibly wring.
partial cornea graft
but again rate complications